My Petition

if you listen, you will find me
between each layer of the songs we sang,
beside you in that flutter,
seconds before surrendering
right there, with every heartbeat's skip
the voice you hear
in the quiet of our winter's bloom
a whisper sweet
among these tears now trailing soft,
and if you look real close
you'll see
reflections of a soul like yours ...

I would never leave
for you're an invitation to a silent prayer
taking flight on wings, they lift
how the angels do resist
at certain times, uncertain
to withstand my final wish ...

(4.19.07
ajs)

Dream Dance

in a faraway madness
of some distant memory
suspended in time
we peer within

listen
is that music?
or just howling wind masquerading
smeared by some romantic notion
from some starry eyed soul
it will all work out somehow
in the end

but is that how you learned it?
or is this all in my head,
look how these angels all dance
on the head of this pen
the one in my hand
as I sit here and write
over and over,
these same words spill forth
onto this parchment
deep in my soul ...

I know he's out there
somewhere
waiting for no one but me
he loves me
I know it!
he tells me
each night
when he stops by ...

and together we dance around all those night seasons
to the music we hear in our heads,
language of shared hearts
he's mine
for always

you will find me
under the branches
basking in sunlight
waiting
its true ...

(by ajs; 1-2-07)

If

maybe it was in the way you glanced across
somewhat seductively
curious, perhaps
I knew from that look
you'd be a great lover
and I wasn't mistaken,
oh! how I do remember ...

the first night
racing fast with anticipation
around every word,
I watched from the inside
smiling...

your touch didn't falter
your kiss,
incredible!
lingering soft and aching across my hips
patiently waiting,
for that next step
we both knew
there'd be no retreat now,
flames high, spirits vying
come closer
come nearer,
I do remember
oh! how I remember ...