Indeed

sometimes I get so very crazy for you
I know I don't have a right to,
my mind goes in so many directions
other parts, too ...

and I find myself
wondering,
pondering
all those 'what ifs' ...

you know I would do almost anything
yet,
I do nothing
but sit here and dream,
about one day
maybe,
who knows?
it could even come true ...

is it really safer this way?
to love you from a distance
or am I the real coward
unwilling,
if the truth be told
scared senseless ...

I go weak in the knees
every time I think,
of what we both know
could very well be ...