Forever With You, My Darling

Tell me again of your love and devotion
For without these words
I will surely fade and begin to die,
Like a tender blossom tossed carelessly onto a barren waste land
Without even a thought for those petals, tender
Or the noonday sun, burning and glaring, without reprieve...

Parched and thirsty I'd be out there in that desert heat
Bruised and battered by those winds fast approaching
On that landscape, dry
All I could see would be nothing, but maybe
Storm clouds advancing or is that a mirage?
Shrouded over that endless pounding
Of my heart or is that, now thunder? ...

For without hope and the promise of love
I cannot continue,
I could not go on
Tell me you'll wait for me!
Forever,
If it takes that long ...

For just one kiss
From your sweet lips,
I'd be restored and made alive, once again
To live within your love
To sing inside your heart,
Where I've always belonged
Only with you,
Forever with you, my darling...

by: alisa
11.27.06

Within my Heart

Dare I but speak this which I know
within my soul I see?
Or wait 'til time in destiny
to carefully reveal
All that I am, all that can be
The wonder spread before...

Starlight screams your name to me
Across the miles, beneath the sea,
Yet, to others all around
I walk toward the gift that awaits
Unopened ... just for me,
When we, with gilded eyes and hearts
Unhampered by doubt or misery,
Will revel in the magic
That surrealistic glow,
That beats within two hearts in sync ...

We knew it from the very start
Knowing from the beginning,
Timeless ...
Without an end
Forever,
Just like you, within my heart
Within your soul, I see ...


by:alisajs


"8 May 2006"

Someone to Believe

I need no longer look for love
or comfort from a dream,
Priceless lessons you have taught me
those, only you have seen ...

As others clamor with mindless chatter
Your insight reigns supreme,
You see beneath this outward shell
Into the depths of me ...

The little girl with arms outstretched
Sometimes sad and lonely,
At others, quite perplexed
For reasons yet resolved,
In need of someone
Loving and genuine,
Giving from the heart and soul
Someone to believe
Someone, who won't walk away,
From me ...

by: alisajs


"31 May 2006"

The Fragrance From Your Soul

I have written great epics of love for as long as I can remember
and once or twice nibbled on that savor sweet,
But nothing prepared me for the experience of you ...

Better than a dream
Surreal our days became,
So alive our hearts did sing enraptured by the melody
As we became each note and key,
The chorus of our minds caressed and impressed to mesh as one
and I found myself so willing to receive you all through my core,
As we danced, oblivious ...
That soulish dance of love so deep, entwined for eternity ...

Being with you allowed me to see for the first time
A reality there on that threshold,
Of all I knew
Of all I ever imagined,
Everything I believed ...

Scared sometimes, I'm sure you knew you had to know!
You've become everything to me
and I've lost myself loving you,
But love you, I do...

I can feel your passion and feel your fire
The serenade begins
and I'm back to needing you,
Needing to ...
Say once more how I stand in awe
By this fragrance from your soul ...


by: alisajs

[11.17.06]

There Is

Something about you touches me
In ways I have only imagined,
Somewhere, in those hidden realms
Forgotten, somehow
Till now ...

Spending time with you
We find ourselves near heaven's gate,
I never want to leave this place
This promise of a brand new day ...

Never thought I'd love again
Or find the time to know
The meaning of this fire within
Or feel your flame all through my soul,
To listen with a beating heart
Alive once more, to dream ...

Let us find our hamlet
Take my hand and see,
This world, untouched and so pristine
Anticipating our destiny,
There is a place
For you, with me ...

by: ajs
[6.20.06]

Reawakened

Something within you touches me in ways I have only imagined
You have slipped into my dream somehow
The one I lost, yet now each moment shared with you
Time falls away inside,
I never want to leave this place
This world of you and I ...

Never thought I'd laugh again
Or feel your love inside,
I want you for all eternity, right by my side
To know this wonder of the promise seen
Within your eyes,
When you slipped into my life ...

by: alisajs
['06]

I Love

I love the sound of your voice
Caressing my soul like only you can do,
When you call to me and say my name
In that special way, like you do
Only you ...

Listening to you breathe
Finds me flushed with desire,
Needing to get closer
I do ...

I love how you love a woman
A dream come true, completely
I love ...

by: alisajs
[6.21.06]

True Beauty

The beauty of your soul catches me off guard
And I find myself stunned with your magnificence right in front of me,
The tenderness and excitement of your love never ceases to amaze
And I am now understanding for the very first time
The meaning of the word I have always longed for,
Everytime I think of you...

You challenge me to be my very best
In ways mere words could never describe,
I can barely wait to show you ...

Ah! this sweet emotion deep inside is so brand new
Alive with only you,
How you have captured my heart completely
My great desire and endless dream ...




by: alisajs
[4 July 2006]

Your Smile

Why not take a chance with me as you had my heart from the very start
We both knew it too, just afraid to say
For the reason that somehow,
In some crazy way it would make us less than we perceived
A fool for love as some may think ...

If I am a fool for love, then let it be!
For we have always known the magic we share,
Just afraid to think or even admit, even to ourselves
Something we've always believed, finally came
To be in the most unusual way, yet who's to say
This cannot be?
Those with flaws of their own?
Dare to condemn this dream?
Dare to stand in the doorway of our destiny?
With their quiver full of doubt and fear
One by one they take careful aim,
With their talk of friendship and love ...

With you I have reached heights only imagined
Gone beyond my wildest dreams and touched them
Everytime we spend, regardless of the context
You reach right through and caress my soul, and
I could stay right here for eternity and live within your smile ...

by: alisajs
[8 July 2006]

Just Gotta Know

How can these feelings be denied?
It's been far too long, we've both felt them too,
Just afraid to say or even speak
What's so plainly obvious to all,
Yet somehow if we dance around these words
Crying to be heard,
Do we really think we can fool our hearts
Into believing -
We're nothing more than friends?
Friends of course, that goes without saying
But what kind of friend simply craves your touch?
What kind of friend yearns for more
And not from just anyone, only you?

How do I explain this passion within
That screams your name?
I cannot tame this fire inside that ignites,
The sweetness of your love incites me
Towards ecstasy everytime we open that door ...

I've got to know you feel it, too
How this burns right through my soul,
And I won't quit 'till I know for sure
The same is true for you,
I've just got to know
You need me, too ...

by: alisajs

[10 July 2006]

Mirage of the Mind

Being with you allowed me to believe romance could be,
If only from a distance,
Yet within each capsule of time and emotion
Breathed a yearning for more,
But why did you keep that away from me?
Always at arm's length and plainly in view
I would salivate as those promises stacked up so deliciously,
Each one on top of the other, just so
and yet I could never reach,
I could never get close, any closer than this ...

In fact now, as I sit here and reminisce
I am convinced of only one thing,
Which explains everything,
We must have stumbled onto a mirage,
A mirage of the mind in that alternate world
and for a while we were consumed with that love,
Peeking out, so demure ~ but from one heart, not two
Streams of blue, look how this flows!
Into nothing more than a sieve,
A scene in a dream or was that real?

Maybe we never had a chance
If it's all about reception
and we could never get close,
The string does unravel
and lead to a note,
Words under a tongue
Hiding still ...


by: alisajs
11.13.06

Destiny, Latent

How could I have known
The magnitude of your pull on me?
Every fiber right down to my core
Maybe I was blind or didn't want to see
Too scared to notice or even believe,
That a love I've always dreamed of
Was standing right here, in front of me ...

Ran like a deer straight into denial
Tortured myself over and over, senselessly
How do I go back to remove all your pain?
I know it's impossible, yet I hope somehow to erase
all those gray, dismal days you faced ...

I will forever remember
The promise of what could still be,
And on those nights when I'm dying inside
racked with this pain,
My only comfort will be
That at least, I do have a chance
to see, and for maybe a moment in time, taste
That which I've always believed...



by: alisajs

[25 July 2006]

I Wonder

Whenever I think of you as I often do
I wonder if you'd still take my hand,
and lead me into your reality
Show me all you shared
Just like we always planned ...

Would we gaze upon each other in absolute wonder?
The realization of a dream,
That finally came to be
In the lives of you and me ...

'Daddy,' Would I hear those words?
Spoken by tiny miracles we made,
Conceived in love and nurtured in awe
Absent from my life,
Unknown to my world
Other than as a little girl ...

Would you hold me close, so very close
Closer than I've ever been?
Stay with me through everything
Make me believe you're the only one,
Make me see the truth
The truth of me and you ...

I see you in my dreams, so clearly
and feel you in my heart intensely,
I need you next to me, for eternity ...
I've always known
and I can't stop myself from wanting you
No matter how hard I deny,
It always comes back to you,
and I wonder ...


by: alisajs(11.3.06)