This Gift

***Dedicated to my brother and sister in law
in celebration of their love and marriage
December 16, 2006***


Is there springtime in autumn
For those with a song
Waiting for words in just the right key,
Can there be a hint of a promise
Wrapped in a gift extraordinary,
Unlike any other
One of a kind
A once in a lifetime surprise,
Yet, not really a surprise as you've spent your life seeking
For just the right moment and season,
This gift now awaits
The unveiling,
Contents inside just for two...

It’s not the numbers alone
Or the container that holds
This gift,
Not seen with human eyes
Yet it exists,
There on the landscape of your soul,

And can only be opened and recognized
When approached at the exact second It was meant to be shared,
There it waits patiently
Just out of view,
Although its presence is felt
Unmistakably so,
When two hearts find their way
Without questions or doubt
With the knowledge that this love
Is unlike any other,
How could anything compare to this soul harmony?
Therein is the secret
To open this gift,
This gift of forever
To be,
Our love ~ eternally …

Forever With You, My Darling

Tell me again of your love and devotion
For without these words
I will surely fade and begin to die,
Like a tender blossom tossed carelessly onto a barren waste land
Without even a thought for those petals, tender
Or the noonday sun, burning and glaring, without reprieve...

Parched and thirsty I'd be out there in that desert heat
Bruised and battered by those winds fast approaching
On that landscape, dry
All I could see would be nothing, but maybe
Storm clouds advancing or is that a mirage?
Shrouded over that endless pounding
Of my heart or is that, now thunder? ...

For without hope and the promise of love
I cannot continue,
I could not go on
Tell me you'll wait for me!
Forever,
If it takes that long ...

For just one kiss
From your sweet lips,
I'd be restored and made alive, once again
To live within your love
To sing inside your heart,
Where I've always belonged
Only with you,
Forever with you, my darling...

by: alisa
11.27.06

Within my Heart

Dare I but speak this which I know
within my soul I see?
Or wait 'til time in destiny
to carefully reveal
All that I am, all that can be
The wonder spread before...

Starlight screams your name to me
Across the miles, beneath the sea,
Yet, to others all around
I walk toward the gift that awaits
Unopened ... just for me,
When we, with gilded eyes and hearts
Unhampered by doubt or misery,
Will revel in the magic
That surrealistic glow,
That beats within two hearts in sync ...

We knew it from the very start
Knowing from the beginning,
Timeless ...
Without an end
Forever,
Just like you, within my heart
Within your soul, I see ...


by:alisajs


"8 May 2006"

Someone to Believe

I need no longer look for love
or comfort from a dream,
Priceless lessons you have taught me
those, only you have seen ...

As others clamor with mindless chatter
Your insight reigns supreme,
You see beneath this outward shell
Into the depths of me ...

The little girl with arms outstretched
Sometimes sad and lonely,
At others, quite perplexed
For reasons yet resolved,
In need of someone
Loving and genuine,
Giving from the heart and soul
Someone to believe
Someone, who won't walk away,
From me ...

by: alisajs


"31 May 2006"

The Fragrance From Your Soul

I have written great epics of love for as long as I can remember
and once or twice nibbled on that savor sweet,
But nothing prepared me for the experience of you ...

Better than a dream
Surreal our days became,
So alive our hearts did sing enraptured by the melody
As we became each note and key,
The chorus of our minds caressed and impressed to mesh as one
and I found myself so willing to receive you all through my core,
As we danced, oblivious ...
That soulish dance of love so deep, entwined for eternity ...

Being with you allowed me to see for the first time
A reality there on that threshold,
Of all I knew
Of all I ever imagined,
Everything I believed ...

Scared sometimes, I'm sure you knew you had to know!
You've become everything to me
and I've lost myself loving you,
But love you, I do...

I can feel your passion and feel your fire
The serenade begins
and I'm back to needing you,
Needing to ...
Say once more how I stand in awe
By this fragrance from your soul ...


by: alisajs

[11.17.06]

There Is

Something about you touches me
In ways I have only imagined,
Somewhere, in those hidden realms
Forgotten, somehow
Till now ...

Spending time with you
We find ourselves near heaven's gate,
I never want to leave this place
This promise of a brand new day ...

Never thought I'd love again
Or find the time to know
The meaning of this fire within
Or feel your flame all through my soul,
To listen with a beating heart
Alive once more, to dream ...

Let us find our hamlet
Take my hand and see,
This world, untouched and so pristine
Anticipating our destiny,
There is a place
For you, with me ...

by: ajs
[6.20.06]

Reawakened

Something within you touches me in ways I have only imagined
You have slipped into my dream somehow
The one I lost, yet now each moment shared with you
Time falls away inside,
I never want to leave this place
This world of you and I ...

Never thought I'd laugh again
Or feel your love inside,
I want you for all eternity, right by my side
To know this wonder of the promise seen
Within your eyes,
When you slipped into my life ...

by: alisajs
['06]

I Love

I love the sound of your voice
Caressing my soul like only you can do,
When you call to me and say my name
In that special way, like you do
Only you ...

Listening to you breathe
Finds me flushed with desire,
Needing to get closer
I do ...

I love how you love a woman
A dream come true, completely
I love ...

by: alisajs
[6.21.06]

True Beauty

The beauty of your soul catches me off guard
And I find myself stunned with your magnificence right in front of me,
The tenderness and excitement of your love never ceases to amaze
And I am now understanding for the very first time
The meaning of the word I have always longed for,
Everytime I think of you...

You challenge me to be my very best
In ways mere words could never describe,
I can barely wait to show you ...

Ah! this sweet emotion deep inside is so brand new
Alive with only you,
How you have captured my heart completely
My great desire and endless dream ...




by: alisajs
[4 July 2006]

Your Smile

Why not take a chance with me as you had my heart from the very start
We both knew it too, just afraid to say
For the reason that somehow,
In some crazy way it would make us less than we perceived
A fool for love as some may think ...

If I am a fool for love, then let it be!
For we have always known the magic we share,
Just afraid to think or even admit, even to ourselves
Something we've always believed, finally came
To be in the most unusual way, yet who's to say
This cannot be?
Those with flaws of their own?
Dare to condemn this dream?
Dare to stand in the doorway of our destiny?
With their quiver full of doubt and fear
One by one they take careful aim,
With their talk of friendship and love ...

With you I have reached heights only imagined
Gone beyond my wildest dreams and touched them
Everytime we spend, regardless of the context
You reach right through and caress my soul, and
I could stay right here for eternity and live within your smile ...

by: alisajs
[8 July 2006]

Just Gotta Know

How can these feelings be denied?
It's been far too long, we've both felt them too,
Just afraid to say or even speak
What's so plainly obvious to all,
Yet somehow if we dance around these words
Crying to be heard,
Do we really think we can fool our hearts
Into believing -
We're nothing more than friends?
Friends of course, that goes without saying
But what kind of friend simply craves your touch?
What kind of friend yearns for more
And not from just anyone, only you?

How do I explain this passion within
That screams your name?
I cannot tame this fire inside that ignites,
The sweetness of your love incites me
Towards ecstasy everytime we open that door ...

I've got to know you feel it, too
How this burns right through my soul,
And I won't quit 'till I know for sure
The same is true for you,
I've just got to know
You need me, too ...

by: alisajs

[10 July 2006]

Mirage of the Mind

Being with you allowed me to believe romance could be,
If only from a distance,
Yet within each capsule of time and emotion
Breathed a yearning for more,
But why did you keep that away from me?
Always at arm's length and plainly in view
I would salivate as those promises stacked up so deliciously,
Each one on top of the other, just so
and yet I could never reach,
I could never get close, any closer than this ...

In fact now, as I sit here and reminisce
I am convinced of only one thing,
Which explains everything,
We must have stumbled onto a mirage,
A mirage of the mind in that alternate world
and for a while we were consumed with that love,
Peeking out, so demure ~ but from one heart, not two
Streams of blue, look how this flows!
Into nothing more than a sieve,
A scene in a dream or was that real?

Maybe we never had a chance
If it's all about reception
and we could never get close,
The string does unravel
and lead to a note,
Words under a tongue
Hiding still ...


by: alisajs
11.13.06

Destiny, Latent

How could I have known
The magnitude of your pull on me?
Every fiber right down to my core
Maybe I was blind or didn't want to see
Too scared to notice or even believe,
That a love I've always dreamed of
Was standing right here, in front of me ...

Ran like a deer straight into denial
Tortured myself over and over, senselessly
How do I go back to remove all your pain?
I know it's impossible, yet I hope somehow to erase
all those gray, dismal days you faced ...

I will forever remember
The promise of what could still be,
And on those nights when I'm dying inside
racked with this pain,
My only comfort will be
That at least, I do have a chance
to see, and for maybe a moment in time, taste
That which I've always believed...



by: alisajs

[25 July 2006]

I Wonder

Whenever I think of you as I often do
I wonder if you'd still take my hand,
and lead me into your reality
Show me all you shared
Just like we always planned ...

Would we gaze upon each other in absolute wonder?
The realization of a dream,
That finally came to be
In the lives of you and me ...

'Daddy,' Would I hear those words?
Spoken by tiny miracles we made,
Conceived in love and nurtured in awe
Absent from my life,
Unknown to my world
Other than as a little girl ...

Would you hold me close, so very close
Closer than I've ever been?
Stay with me through everything
Make me believe you're the only one,
Make me see the truth
The truth of me and you ...

I see you in my dreams, so clearly
and feel you in my heart intensely,
I need you next to me, for eternity ...
I've always known
and I can't stop myself from wanting you
No matter how hard I deny,
It always comes back to you,
and I wonder ...


by: alisajs(11.3.06)

Hopeful Romantic

I ring your doorbell
...waiting
With a bouquet of roses
Hidden behind my back
...hoping
To surprise you
In the most wonderful way

First you look out the window
To see I'm all dressed up
...waiting
To take you out tonight
...hoping
To take your hand
When we dance

We will make the moment right
With music and moving light
You know I will hold you tight

...you open the door


© Copyright by Vroom 2006
~Oct. 29th, 2006~

Soul Blaze

He can't stay away
She's under his skin,
But more than that
It's much deeper within,
This love she speaks of
Can never be quenched
When its real from the soul blaze, inflamed,
She believes in forever,
Forever, when love remains ...

On those nights when it's quiet
And he's home all alone,
He knows where to find her
If he believes
In her home, far above
All the clutter and clamour that comes with pretend,
For he knows she'd never settle for anything less than ...

by: alisajs(9.13.06)

Shadows

She comes in through the door filled with fabulous words
Her charms are not exactly what they may seem,
Tho' she banter and blush, is she?
Or simply a shadow in the soft, summer breeze...

He stared at her image for what seemed like days
Full of desire, he was soon flush with flames,
Needing her more than he knew what to do with
Surely, a friend would not lie or deceive, would she?

Seasons come and seasons go
Or at least we are told they follow an order,
Of some sort, set in motion by the ancients
Meekly, we listen and obey...

But what if, what was real
never really existed?
But rather a dream on the inside,
How many would choose slumber?
When they ultimately discovered
Reality is no more or no less
Than what you allow yourself
to perceive and recieve ...

by :alisajs

99.17.06)

Missed Destiny

Won't you let me do more than remember
Those awesome times seared in our souls,
You and me alone
With our bodies on fire, consumed
Needing more than we had a right to,
No other could ever come close, we both know
The passion and desire we fueled in each other
I need you to know I still go crazy
Everytime I think of your touch,
Alone here with these memories
What do I do?

They won't disappear, they don't simply turn off
and night after night they come, demanding
Release, but there's no you,
There's just me,
Fighting back those taunts of ecstasy's promise,
How they do challenge my sanity ...

Awash on these flames of forbidden desire
I want you only, with me
I want to travel together to those heights we both reached
and stay there for days like we used to,
I'm no good for another as they could never be you
Condemned now by missed destiny ...

by:alisajs(9.21.06)

When

If you have tasted that fire, unmistakable
Desire shared by two,
and those heights you both reached
Were ones only dreamed of
and written about down through the ages,
By certain great poets, romantic...

Tell me, how can you forget?
and simply go on
With your life as before,
Dust off your heart and step forward
Peering perhaps towards new horizons,
I remember a time when time was no more
Must have been something I ate...

by: alisajs (9.20.06)

Another Dream

'Another dream,' he mentioned and I thought about those words
'Another dream,' and I realized that part of me had somehow slipped away,
Slipped away but not forgotten, for dreams do give us hope
Without a dream we cease to live
And our world begins to fade,
Into those awful shades of black and white
and we can no longer see those stunning possibilities,
Still lingering there, on the canvas of our minds ...

I have seen those without a dream
As they trudge back and forth, sans any smiles
Forgotten faces void of joy and shrouded now
Under angry clouds of doubt,
Lost to fear, once their dreams slid
and left, stage exit right,
Don't know why they lost their way
And I wonder if they remembered, now ...

'Another dream,' he mentioned and I thought about those words
'Another dream,' and I realized
There is a dream that lives in me,
I just needed to see the best is yet to be ...

by:alisajs(9.21.06)

Passion's Crescendo

Was it a moment of recognition or simply a glance?
Caught in time and frozen there, suspended
Unlike a crystalline tear in the artic winds
Where no eyes could see,
The promise within the reflection
Captured inside that prism of light
Somehow awaiting release ...
We are all strangers when passing by
Each of us bound to our own destinies,
Alone, as we make our way or open
To wondrous possibilities
If we but allow our trembling hearts to believe,
The love that surrounds us, continously
The joy that awaits, so graciously ...

In the hustle and bustle of our busy worlds
Away from confusion and constant strains,
Removed from those memories, common
Of heartache, bitterness and gut-wrenching pain ...

There is still a place we can run to
Close the world behind, as we enter in
The music is low and seductively sweet,
Take my hand and we'll start real slow
Oh! To gaze into eyes of desire again,
As we linger around sunset with our choice of Merlot,
To find ourselves lost in this moment
Yet not lost completely, just suspended in time
Our words like caresses, tender,
We could stay here forever, staring at these night skies
Counting stars one by one as they rise,
Enjoying the heat now between us
Smiling, a bit shy as we make our way closer
Towards that flame, now enticing
and yearning for release,
Let us savor each drop of this fine wine
Taste on our lips, so inviting
As we move through each motion of passion's crescendo
Till daybreak finds us spent and complete,
No words need be spoken
No words can describe,
This knowing, now ours for all time ...

by: alisajs(9.22.06)

A Poets Song

Wrapped around this heart of time
Beats a song yet to be sung,
In the fullness of all we can be
And all that ever was,
And tho' we may be somewhat worn for wear
The notes are still in key,
Carried along by hushed whispered thoughts
Familiar melody,
Regardless of creed or tongue
Remains the same throughout the ages,
Weaving tapestries alive in the noonday sun
Monuments for all to read and stand in awe ...

For we recognize the blend of those shaded hues
That binds us all and gives us pause as we carry on,
Ever vigilant at the ready,
Soldiers we, in this shared crusade
On the frontline and we must agree,
If we succeed, it's because of you and I
But not alone,
For an army we've become,
Marching onward, ever forward
To reach that rising sun,
So we can take our turn to bask in victory,
Knowing that together
We stay strong
Memories replete,
We save them everyone
So tenderly,
And savor sweet our celebration feast
Enjoyed by all who know this song,
Every note
And every key ...


by: alisajs

For You

We shared that moment in time
Etched for all eternity deep inside our souls,
Tasted pleasures beyond description
Or this vain attempt by mere words alone to try,
And tho' tomorrow is not guaranteed to anyone
I would not change a thing,
Alter one word spoken in anger or lust
Brimming with that certain promise of love,
Blooming in tender buds
On the fragile stem of forever,
We both glimpsed together
and almost touched ...

For now, I'll hold this fresh bouquet of memories
To gaze upon when I smile,
When those thoughts stop by as they often do,
This door is always open to the wonder of love
To love and the splendor of you ...

I bless the day we met
My heartstrings profoundly caressed,
Thank you for that exquisite side you allowed me to see
But more than see, to harmonize and be a part of
Of that phenomenal experience of us,
To have reached those heights
Great poets have penned by candlelight,
From Shakespeare to Keats
My life has been blessed,
By the magnitude of your touch
Across my beating chest ...

by: alisajs

You

This love I speak of
Knows no deceit,
Never plays with a heartbeat
Trusting...

Heard the sound of a male voice
While waiting for a friend and watched
As she turned toward his face and smiled,
He reached out with both hands and slowly caressed...
I had to turn away
For I knew what came next,
I remember when a voice who sounded like that voice
Was you,
Misty memories peeked 'round
Fleeting shadows and danced in my mind
Of another time, when there were only two ...

'I love you', he said as held her
So incredibly close while meeting her gaze with a kiss,
How I could feel their desire!
Flash there in broad daylight
As I stumbled away in my tears ...

I Lost ...

There are these tears of great sadness welled up in my soul
Guess I believed in the dream,
But more than a dream, it was real to my heart
Real to my world like red jello,
And the sound of birds singing
In the dawn's first splash of sunlight,
They have nowhere to go, these tears ...
No one to share this pain that continues,
Somehow I missed the real meaning, if any
Lost the sound of your voice in the midst of that whirlwind,
Maybe I never heard at all ...

In times of recent upheaval with nowhere to go
I sat here alone and perplexed,
Stunned by the fact that nobody called
Nobody, that was you,
Strangers with weak smiles plastered across
Their nervous and sad faces, managed a feeble hello,
As they made their way past, searching for reasons, too
My phone lay there distant and tired,
Unlike my heart that kept pounding inside my skin
Next to nothing that mattered, except you,
But you were nowhere around, not to be found
And like a fool, I kept waiting!
Anticipating that call that would never come,
The questions that would never be asked ...

Because somewhere along the way
I lost the sound of your voice in the midst of the whirlwind,
Maybe I never heard you, at all ...

by: alisajs

What Kind of Love?

What kind of love stays within?
Silently suffering alone,
Away from the other, away from it all
What kind of love is this?

What kind of love says, 'see ya?'
Because I love you, I'll let you go,
Because you're so special, I'll just walk away
Because I care so much, we won't even discuss,
No need to share this with you
What kind of love behaves like this?

by:alisajs

This Side of Forever

We can no more deny this reality
Than to shout down the stars from their heavenly posts
As they look from above and concede,
Yet, here we are for all to see
Continuing to fumble with such eloquent words,
We're not fooling anyone, of this I am certain
With this talk of anything, but...

Our plans for the future and how we get busy
We keep running away from the truth,
But why?
Is it simply that, or maybe just
In all of our grandeur and get focused schemes,
Why do we keep running from us?
If we look deep inside to ponder this path,
Well aware there's some pain that somewhat remains,
The truth is, we're more than just a little bit scared ...

Tell me, how long can we keep looking
At anything other than what is,
Genuine, though the container be flawed,
Cracks in the ceiling, frogs in the dark
Desire still radiant, still patiently waiting
Burning for that mid-summer's release...

I have loved you forever, don't you see?
Stand I at the door and peek in,
Just one more time, I need to feel your touch
Feel you all through my parched and aching soul,
Now there, I've said it,
Watch those thunderbolts soar!
I can only get so close and no further,
If it takes all of time to stand next to your fire
I will be here, this side of forever ...

by: alisajs

Soul Serenade

I have always known since the first time we spoke
One word from your lips and I would love you forever,
Suddenly tongue-tied and stumbling around
I forgot what I wanted to say
All my clever comebacks soared away on angel wings,
My witty one liners abandoned their cues,
and I found myself falling
Ever deeper,
For you ...

My new morning delight
With you, now in my life
I am free to love beyond measure,
Ecstatic your heart beats only for me ...

I will be here, my darling
For you, do I breathe,
This love, eternally sweet
You are my soul serenade ...

by:ajs

Cravings

I am calling to you, can you hear?
Patiently and quietly where you left me
Full of seductive memories,
Here with my friends, we're waiting
Anticipating those good times again,
I know we're out of the way, but it's O.K.
We're used to the dark, no worries
Stop for a moment and reflect with me, please
When your eyes gazed upon
When your senses knew what came next,
How your heart beat double-time
As the match with eager fingers, lit
Flash of silver glint,
Remember? Ah Yes! ...

Feel me all through your soul
As you rush with me, heavenly
Ecstasy pounding your head,
You've got to have more
Just one more taste ...

Release me and let me know you again
I want you to need me more than before
I've been waiting so long, just for you,
Feel your desire, haunted
Tell me how much you've missed this,
I'm alive when you crave me
I know you want to,
I promise I'll never let go ...

by:ajs

Only Words

If all I have left are these words
I will gather them close and tenderly remember,
When they were alive on your tongue
and lived and breathed inside our dream,
Excitement punched the air around us
Screaming with delight as we sailed far beyond twilight,
Surrounded by enticement and promises yet seen
and I just knew we'd be together, forever
I began planning my days all around you,
Nothing else mattered and no one else dared,
So perfect we were, heaven unearthed
All my dreams at long last had come true,
I lived in a state of perpetual ecstasy
My life was complete,
I had you ...

Then suddenly, ripped from my world
Without warning, I found myself alone
and in my head, lingering still
Were these words of great romance waiting to be shared,
Now, they just sit there and stare into space
Vowels dropping and consonants slipping
Fell to the floor, stunned
And that's where I found them, today ...

If all I have left are only words
I will gather them close and tenderly remember ...

by:ajs

This Thing Called Love

Something slipped that day
Maybe it was in the way she pulled back her hair,
It wasn't quite right,
I sat on the sidelines away from the crowd
A silent observer, I was,
I didn't miss a thing, tho'
and watched it all play out right before my eyes,
It almost seemed scripted, somehow
So predictable was each move and response,
Conversations and nuance, I felt like I'd been there before ...

Funny how there's nothing new under the sun
Day follows night as the seasons line up,
One after the other, never out of turn
Springtime, Summer then Fall just before Winter,
I wondered if they were actually metaphors, perhaps
A clue from the universe or subliminal hint,
And the only ones not listening
As we fight against the grain
With our constant uphill battles,
Are us humans with our superior brains,
Yet, with all our advantages and abilities to think
Learn from mistakes and move on,
If we're really so much smarter than the animals and birds
Then why is it, we still mess everything up?
Especially, this thing called love ...

by:ajs

Temple of Apollo

With your drop dead gorgeous looks
You seduce them, one by one
Yet no one knows or has a clue,
Remaining forever enchanted by your charms,
As you cajole and captivate
Ensnared inside your spell, stay fascinated, they do
Can a human look into the depths of hell?
And live to tell the tale?

Of he and she, exclusively
Hypnotic dreams, yet obscured,
Tied in a knot of pining hot
Passionate allure,
Each one certain she’s the chosen
Lost in love’s romantic high,
Seeking answers spoken
Unaware they’re all returned
By none other than,
The oracle of Delphi …

I, the priestess watch outside that shrouded veil
With portentous will and snickering shrills,
Exhaling sorrow into their worlds
Quietly now, I have to laugh and roll,
Keep my hand close, won't let this slip away
Can’t let those poor souls know,
They’ve sought the answer to their questions
From the Oracle of Apollo ...


by: ajs

Poets in Red

Read the great works and fall in love
How the words penned by those poets in red
Do sing to us from parchment down through the ages
Melodies lifted and sway,
Caress every heartstring and blow kisses through our souls
With each whispering wind,
And we fall in love all over again ...

Captivated completely by words on a page
Timeless and eternal,
How they bleed into our hearts and there they remain
Our lives forever changed,
By the beauty observed and the wonder shared
Gently we're taken there, touched profoundly by their pain,
Haunted by memories that choose to linger within
As we remember every word said
and for that moment shared,
Are able to fully comprehend
The meaning of the message there,
By those poets in red ...

by :ajs

Is Summer Really Dead?

It was in the winter of her love for him
When summer died in autumn's arms,
Spring was lingering on life support
Still, the embers glowed below ...

The morning chill coughed and wheezed
and wrapped around dawn's sleepy daylight
Just a little tighter,
Peeking through those misty shadows
The stars above lost their places, one by one
and fell confounded, somehow
Fumbling there, on that sea of blue
So unlike before, near heaven's door,
When strung across that midnight sky
In dazzling radiance, forevermore...

Where did summer go? Is autumn next?
How can we really know what to expect,
Won't you take my hand while we pray
For spring's release,
We'll watch those embers glow ...

by: ajs

A Slice of Paradise

You've brought to my life, splashes of true happiness
When we ran to the edge of those misunderstood precepts,
and lingered there for a time beyond time,
Each key you presented burst forth from the darkness
Relieved at long last, back in marvelous light,
We marveled at their radiance, bathed in prism's glow
Smashed every false pretense writhing in confusion,
Joyously, we kicked them away ...

My life is sweeter now, thanks to you
You taught me to feel with my soul,
To break free from old shackles
Put an end to sick contradictions
And learn how to breathe and just be,
With eyes of tendernes, you led me
With arms of compassion, you held me so close,
When my steps were mistaken, you stood right beside me
and together, we found our way,
Through those dark days of thunder
and whirlwinds of winter
When confusion and doubt tried to drown me,
When my world was dark and miserably silent
Your heart flame was steady and showed me the way,
You taught me to listen and believe
Gave me a slice of sweet paradise,
To cherish and hold onto
A gift of eternity, just for me ...

When those fears come calling
As they sometimes do,
When doubt tries to play tricks with my mind,
I remember that slice of paradise you gave
and think of those splashes of happiness,
My life is forever changed, because of you
Sweetness of your essence, you've shared
The wonder of your love comforts me so,
and my heart now has treasures
Gifts eternal, from your beautiful soul ...



by:ajs

Star Flowers

How could there ever be another?
There is no such thing, don't you see?
Everytime we connect, I'm on fire inside
and it's all I can do to maintain,
Some sense of normalcy
Without revealing myself ...
I'm still head over heels
Brimming with smiles
Everytime I hear you speak my name,
Remembering those times of grand passion
When I think of how perfect you fit with me,
In every context and meaning
Even the angels cried with amazement,
I know you were created for me
How can one forget?
Impossible!
Treasured times shared
Nothing or no one compares,
No matter how hard they may try ...

When the time is just right
And the stars all line up
Destiny will decree at long last,
The universe has finally consented
It's now time for you and for me ...

And on a cloudless night in paradise
When the wind whispers through the coconut trees,
With that familiar caress I know in my soul
I will turn and there you'll be,
Arms open wide
I'll come running,
In the heavens above, star flowers ...

by:ajs

Our Eternal Love

Don't worry, my darling
I am here,
I have loved you forever
That will never change,
Can you feel my heart all around you?
Ecstasy dances each time I remember
How you told me,
'I love you, my baby'
'You're gorgeous'
No, you are!
And each time I hear these words in my head
I'm overcome with my need for you,
Until then, we'll meet in our dreams...

On that day you arrive
There'll be sunshine at midnight
We'll sigh as the heavens proclaim,
In the stars high above
When destiny decrees,
Forever, you'll be here with me
Moment by moment, we'll savor each one
Then string them together,
Our eternal love ...


by: ajs

This Pining Heart

Somehow I got messed up and tossed all around
For a while, lost my focus in all this mayhem,
I kept thinking I heard you calling my name ...

Found myself talking to no one
Seems like only yesterday we were inseparable,
But where is yesterday today?
Therein lies the answer for this pining heart
Once I find the way back
There, I will find you
Just like before, and
We will linger for hours and talk until dawn
Put some asteroids to shame on occasion,
Forget about everyone, as no one else mattered
There was nobody else in our world ...

Somehow I got messed up and tossed all around
For a while, lost my focus in all this mayhem,
Tell me you still want me, more than before
I keep dreaming I hear you calling my name ...

by: alisajs

Bemused and Intrigued

This kind of love is so brand new to my world
Tender and sweet like a soft, summer breeze,
With a hint of forever, whispering sweet
and I am touched to my core,
Bewildered, yet compelled ...

I have tasted your passion, intense and mind blowing
There can be no other for me there, anywhere
Felt the wrath of your anger, brutal
Ventured on those pathways of exploration and blame,
Lived on obsession for days without end
Traveled those same roads of forbidden desires, chagrined
Licked our wounds brutally, while acting like kids,
Walked away for a time to heal and to mend
Those cinnamon tears, bright red...

But one thing I know for certain is this
I have never known another with your signature style,
You drive me crazy and you do that so well
Without even trying, I believe,
and just when I think I have this all figured out
Stamped and sealed, ready to categorize and file,
You surprise me like this,
and I'm back to where I started
Bemused and intrigued, hopelessly ...

by: ajs

Together

There's something I want to say
But like a frozen popsicle on a hot summer's day,
I watch as my words slowly slip
and now warmed by this flicker of hope,
The one you've sent my way
Quite unexpectedly, attached to a smile
Now wrapped completely around my soul ...

You have brightened my night scenes
Slipped inside my dreams,
And lately, I find my thoughts all around you,
The brush of your fingertips
As you pull me ever closer,
The taste of your lips
and the heat of your sensual embrace,
As we linger there, completely aware
We're both in the same dream,
And how! ...

by: alisajs

Sightless Love

To see you not with eyes of flesh
but rather with the soul,
Is the way I saw you first
As you came to me one breezy eve
and softly caressed these heartstrings,
Effortlessly, yet so profound
I had to catch my breath,
As this epitome of my dream somehow, suddenly
Around, in the middle of my deep blue sea
You came to me ...

Although I could not see you with eyes of flesh
I felt your love, so tender,
Energy chills blazed by heaven's sighs
I'm sure I heard, but more than that
Sure felt your exhilaration wild,
Enchantments from your soul, set free
and rushed straight through that screen,
How they filled the air with your masculine flair,
Seductively sweet yet, not completely innocent...

Real love is from the inside out
Finds a heart and blossoms there,
When lust tries from the outside in
The way most define love, by that superficial skin,
There can never be any real reprieve ...

The body's a servant to the soul
Bound to do it's bidding, when told
But when real love lives within the midst
Fueled by passion's fire,
The angels cry and stars bow, low
As you soar past skies, empyreal
At that magical time only shared by two,
Forever true,
When making awesome love ...


by: alisajs

Enticement

You entice me, so
More than I want to say,
Yet, I know that you know ...
I can feel you here
All around my heart,
If the truth be told
Tantalized divergence ...

Meet me in my dreams tonight
Where we'll dine by Orion's star kissed lights,
Won't you let slide a little closer?
I want to feel that spark
Mingle with this maiden's desire ...

by: alisajs

Time Stamps

I want you beside me in these night seasons
But more than mere dreams
I need you here with me now,
Time stamps keep ticking on this clock
of our landscape,
Don't tarry my love, too much longer ...

Without you I'm reduced to words on a page, and
These letters can't hold you
These letters can't feel,
These letters can only string together
words from my soul...

Twenty four hours is a lifetime
How many lifetimes more?
Until we cross heavens door and
Step into our destiny complete,
I have loved you for lifetimes ...

Need I say more?

by alisajs

08.09.06

Sweet Angel of Mine

The sheer beauty of you does surround me
Like a gentle caress from on high and beyond,
Soft as a feather, floating
and filled with a promise, eternal
Sensually refreshing to my soul
Now rescued from depths of disrepair,
Parched no longer by that wry, grating thirst
And I can't help but to love you, forever and always ...

The power of three does impel me
To reach stations beyond those before faced,
Eons above anything dreamed of
Our destiny together, you and I,
There's no need for words here, my darling
To describe this magnificence we share,
How can words even think to try?
Your love is the answer to my lifelong question
Sweet angel of mine, I adore you ...

You came into my life at exactly the right time
My mystical man of flame,
Your passion fulfills my longing, exactly
Your touch emboldens this fire, inside
Your heart assures me of unending devotion
Within your embrace we can taste ecstasy, for certain
There on the horizon, anticipating
Just waiting for you and for me ...

by alisajs
08.16.06

Passion's Surrender

I called today to say, 'hi'
But what I really wanted to express,
How would I begin?

I miss you profoundly, I do
All through the daybright along with night teases,
The sound of your voice, caress of your soul
Sheer beauty of your laughter and extraordinary passion
Time spent with you alone,
Nothing else mattered and no one comes close
To the ecstasy shared, not ever!

We ran though those wildfires, consumed
Breathless and exhausted by heights seldom glimpsed
By mere mortals, indeed
So incredibly amazed as we lay there,
Both spent and exhausted we could hardly believe
There was another so perfectly matched,
A soul flame in sync at long last ...

I will never give up, how could I?
For I have tasted heaven's fruits with you
We both know it, too and
Cannot deny that awesome surrender,
So, when the time is just right, I will be there
Exactly the way we knew it would be ...

08.29.06

Us

Having gazed upon the sunrise with expectant eyes
Soaring too close to the fire at times,
Tasted glory once or twice, elated
Suffered sadness and disappointment, seasons of blue,
Stumbled and faltered, more than a few
Struck down, wounded in those valleys of rain,
Where I found myself praying, for that certain release,
One thing I know and this I believe,
Together is better than alone ...

In this mixed up world where up is down
Where craziness and subterfuge, a fact of life,
For me, to have you by my side
Makes it all worthwhile ...

We can give each other strength
With hearts turned toward the future,
Knowing our love is constant and true
You for me and me for you,
Souls knit together in endless love
Bound for all eternity,
Let us join our lives in this fascinating quest
To find that fulfillment
In us ...

by: ajs

Still

At the end of the day, when all is said and done
It's you, the one I'm thinking of,
It's you, I want right here with me
Forever and always,
To hold so close
To love so deeply
To share so profoundly
This experience called life ...

The discovery of uncharted waters
We've yet to find,
Watching priceless memories unfold ...

My love for you is constant
Unchanged by winds of fate,
Undaunted with my knowledge of you
Excited to have this chance,
To share your world and dreams
To be there by your side,
To greet each morning with a kiss
of sunlight in your eyes,
To end each day wrapped in your love
Together as we drift to worlds yet seen
Still waiting there for us,
Just beyond that shrouded veil
The one we'll step right through,
With the magic key
of our eternal love ...

by:ajs

Truth ( 3/5/3 Senryu)

Lasting love
Stays with those who find
We have found

by: ajs{1.12.06}

Broken Dreams

A heavy heart, can only bear so much, and
Then must walk away,
A wounded soul, tho' still believing
Bleeding in this stain of sorrows,
Slipping in the gushing torrents
Begins to slide into darkness,
Beaten down by yesterday's pain ...

There are no easy answers here
Only ones of grief,
What was once such joyous anticipation
Staggers now in disbelief,
Crumbles under recurring sanctions
Slides into the shadows,
Fades into memories, repressed
Wilts under glares of rage
Whimpers there, just like the rest
Of all those hopes once seen, now dead,
In that graveyard of broken dreams ...

By: ajs

1.9.06

Forever And A Day

Climbed above ethereal skies
On wing's immortal light,
Walked along elysian nights
I peered and felt of you,
Careful not to slip and fall
Careful not to stoop too low,
Under laden branches dripping with the promise,
Now, the answer to the question is
just beyond our reach,
Watching our reflection on this tight rope
dangling, beneath our feet...

Can I give to you the dream, now
Will you trust me with the key?
Dare I wake another time
Or trust my will to sleep ...

In my dream world, you are here
The only one for me,
We sail past galaxies unseen
Make love endlessly,
Our love brand new with every caress
Sunlight dressed in golden shade,
Sitting here, watching your body breathe,
I look, my pulse does race
Excitement sends a message ...

Let us dance
beneath the moonlight with
star beams as our guide, we see
The way into our future,
Watch our promise bloom
watch 'us' come alive ...

Let me love you like you need me to
Faithfully by your side,
Forever and a day
For the rest of recorded time...

by:alisajs [1.4.06]